A world of total solitary….. i need that badly

I have been totally disgusted with the behaviour of Singaporeans for sometime now! I mean, whatever happened to the clean and green campaign!!! I only remember seeing those when i was in primary school. Nowadays, the importance of the clean and green week is of no more! Yes, i’ve posters here and there scattered scarcely over the island. But thats not enough for our country i guess. Esp with Singaporeans! They need constant push by someone to make sure that their country is clean. How can we be talking about going global when we cant even handle our county’s environment and some other small issues. I know we r considered to be better then India or other neighbouring countries but still that should not be an excuse for us to be sitting down and waiting for the cleaners to pick up after our shit. I for one believe that its how we were brought up that displays our attitude towards our country. I was brought up in the strictest environment, Gracheaven. We were told each and everyday without fail how to keep ourselves clean and be responsible. I think if this is our own home, we would not want rubbish to be lying everywhere. I guess that some ppl are jus being very ignorant about thier surrounding. It starts from your own home and neighbourhood. Then, it can be brought to national level. Its not a matter of tourists or other nations to congratulate us for being clean!!! Not at all. We shoukd feel proud that we are clean and this is our home for us to be responsible. Everyone of us should stop reciting Our Singapore, Our Home and start practising it for once. I believe all Singaporeans, at least most of us are educated to know that littering is not a good thing. For me, even its my hubby littering, i would stop him and tell him off that that is wrong. I believe we’ll have the rights to stop others from littering Singapore. Cos this is our Home too. If everyone were to mind our own business, then whatever will happen to Singapore.

This is not the only issue that i face nowadays. There’s many more issues in Singapore thats making wanna feel so disgusted being a Singaporean. Esp the service sector… Haiz, if i wanna start, i wont end la. It’ll jus continue to many pages. But i feel that we Sinagporeans are not taking our stand as a citizen in this issues. I feel we lack the unity in more than one way.

I know we have achieved lots in these few years. But i think we have to slow down to see the smaller details and rectify the problems of that before it becomes big enough to pull us down together. i hope things will improve for the better.

"In marriage we marry a mystery, an other, a counterpart. In a sense the person we marry is a stranger about whom we have a magnificent hunch. The person we choose to marry is someone we love, but his depths, his intimate intricacies - we will come to know only in the long unraveling of time. We know enough about our beloved to know that we love him, to imagine that, as time goes on, we will come to enjoy him even more, become even more of ourselves in his presence. To our knowledge we add our willingness to embark on the journey of getting to know him, of coming to see him, even so wonderfully more. Swept up by attraction, attention, fantasy, hope, and a certain happy measure of recognition, we agree to come together for the mysterious future, to see where the journey will take us. This companionship on life’s journey is the hallmark of marriage, its natural province, its sweetest and most primal gift. In promising always, we promise each other time. We promise to exercise our love, to stretch it large enough to embrace the unforeseen realities of the future. We promise to learn to love beyond the level of our instincts and inclinations, to love in foul weather as well as good, In hard times as well as when we are exhilarated by the pleasures of romance. We change because of these promises. We shape ourselves according to them; we live in their midst and live differently because of them. We feel protected because of them. We try some things and resist trying others because, having promised, we feel secure. Marriage, the bond, makes us free to see, to be, to love. Our souls are protected; our hearts have come home." Marriage has made me changed alot… I used to share my food with him but now no!!! *winks* he keeps taking away my food!!!! Actually, my hubby had taught me alot… He made me realise how to accept changes and how to deal with everyday stuffs too. And he is the reason why i’ve started to save too. And there’s one thing he had asked me to do so but i cant and that is to forgive…. I feel that i was hurt unreasonably… And i’m yet to come to the stage of forgiving my past.

i m rotting in the office

Man, i dun know when was the last time i had so much of enjoyment and laughter in my life… Last weekend, both of us went out with a bunch of great ppl to JB for two days… I know there’s going to be fun but i didnt expect that much of fun loaded in the package… Those ppl were all frens of my hubby and now i’ve become their fren too.. I was blasted away by their way of enjoyment and fun and jokes… We were all couples and only one bachelor in the group.. I am now looking forward for the next gathering with them and i guess its going to be more laughter the next time… I am glad i got to know these group of frens and i have to thank the God for it…

Gathering at my place on Sunday went off nicely too. Though the both of us were like super tired, we managed to pull thru it… Everyone came and had a fun time too…. The only set back was in the late night. The new dog that we are baby sitting bit my bro-in-law’s hand and my hubby got very mad with it…. So he scolded the dog and becos of that the dog got frightened. He pissed all over the house and shit too… Haiz, middle of the night i had to clean up the entire house again…. Sian la…

Other than that, i will never forget this weekend… And i’m looking to next weekend too. Cos next weekend, we’re going to spend the eve of christmas with our good fren and his wife to be… Andy. Hmm, i need to get present cos we’ll be exchangin gifts too… Yeah, looking forward already. Cant wait for the weekend to come…. Merry christmas to evereyone by the way…..