Wednesday, October 22nd, 2008
The one other thing that i regret for doing is showing love to one family who dun appreciates it at all. I know, whatever you do in life, never regret it cos for once while you were doing that, you must have gained at least a bit of happiness. But i did not get any love or appreciation from this family that i had showed love.
Even though i had not grown up in a family, i can tell bravely that every household has their fair share of problems and happiness. Point to me one family that doesn’t have quarrels or misunderstanding and i’ll change my favorite color into Green again. Gegege… Well, those were the days when our parents will never let us leave the house whether we have turned 21 or 30 (still single though). But not at this age. I have tried my level best to bring this family together and show them that we can still be a family. Yes, they did not spend quality time together, didnt get to bond as a family as well. But i dont understand them. Dun they want to be together and have all those joyous moments and happiness like most other family have?
I feel very hurt and angry for what He has done to me. HE knows that i was grown in a children’s home with no family love at all. Why do this to me still? What this family has done to me will be permanently embedded into my heart and till the day i die, the scar will still be fresh.
And what i have learned from this family will def be passed down to my kids for sure!!!!
